The Love for Lithium Iron

i curled my hair...


but the woman said it'll look okay. she said it'll b NATURAL.



n when i saw the results....



AAARRRGGGHHHHHHHH



AHHHHHHHHHHH




AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!






sooo not natural! and the worst part, me (+ my 2 sisters who cut n did straightening) came up to rm600++


i think my mum has partly disowned me.

can't blame her though cz after seeing my FUGLY hairstyle i quickly wash it. the woman say wash tommorow, or the next day but i x stand seeing myself looking like my MOTHER so i washed it.


and after washing it for once, my curls look waaay more natural.
so thinking the more i wash it,the bttr i look, i wash it not once but TWICE.



sooooo wrong!

now my hair is officially not straight, not curly aisshhhhhhh!!!!


regret 100%.



dammn.



now all i wana do is hide in the house and not leave house.

can't a girl recuperate from her loss?!!




AAAHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!

"If everybody time traveled it would get too crowded. We time travellers dont wanna mess things up for ourselves so we keep things quiet"

-The Time Traveller's Wife-


Ahh~ things to ponder...

The book is a damn temptation i tell you! (along with the internet!! argh!)

but i wonder if we were all given the ability to time travel, will we go back to the past, where things are already done or to the , all left untold, or the future, where things are still untold?

They say the present is a gift, but why as humans, we always seem to forget how to treasure this gift?

That one text message, the one goodbye, the one i love you, all left untold, kept for a tomorrow, which might never come.

and we take things for granted. assuming people have to remain as they are, the happy, stay happy, the sad, remaining sad and emo. and we fuss when people are different from their normal self.

those eyes that look but never sees, the ears that hears but never listen.
ahh, the cliche of people.

and you know what? i think we should break those walls we have. those walls that EVERYONE has, to be considered normal. to be like everyone else in this world; mediocre.


so what if we wana be emo for the day?

so what if we are a lil bit wilder than half of the world?

so what?

if your life was a painting, how do you want it to look like?

similar to the other 374628574398509380943 paintings out there? or unique and stand out in its own league?

paint your life.


CARPE DIEM~ :)


and... to my BELOVED ROOMATE :




YAP WENQI.

because your mood is bad today.

because shit happens ALL THE TIME.

because i miss your smile.


you'd probably read this (or never) when your mood is waaay better but its okay.

your painting is still as attractive as ever.

just that there's no people to appreciate it today.


may tommorow be a brighter day for you.


<3



<3,
keelyn~ :)

to all my BELOVED FRIENDS (probably less than 3) who are reading this,

i am saving you ALL the hassle of thinking and pondering and stressing yourself out to get me something for my bdae!


how?


lol~





LIM KEELYN PROUDLY PRESENTS.... HER WISHLIST!! :-



^BANC HOODIE (or smtg equally as unique)




^ good 'ol homemake cheesecake! :)




^ a camera! pink!! (i'm too much, i noe)


and and AND..

gosh i've been trying SOOOO hard to find a perfect one~~



^a PRETTY white dress~ <3 easier said than done, unfortunately TT_TT




LOL, but most importantly, if u cant get all (or any) mentioned above, i would b okay with just a whole day of your entire lifetime to eat, play and hang out with me. :)



and ps to nabs!!

i want beanies... at least 4 or 5 kay!! i'll pay u whn u come back. or whn i come back. whenever i meet you~~ REMEMBER yea! and the beanies ARE NOTTTTT my bdae present eh? >.<


<3,

keelyn~



pps: i can imagine all of you getting ready to kill me now. lol.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dAFMoivS2Lw&feature=related

(because i do not noe how to post vids on my blog >.< )



I LOVE THIS SONG SO, SO sooo MUCH BUTTTT I DUNNO THE TITLE OR THE SINGER EESSH.


SO ANY KIND SOULS OUT THERE CAN HELP?

PLEASEEE.


JIHOO VOL5 STORY. (there's like 6 vols, go watch it, SUPER GOOD :) BUT SAD :'(

I AM ADDICTED TO THE SONG DAMNIT! >.<

yesss i feel like this (pic above) now.

exam is in a week's time (gasp!)

i m in deep shit.

soo much needs to studied.

annnddd i m online... (the source of evil, as RACHEL puts it) =.=

browsing thru jandi-jihoo (BOF ) vids and u noe i just realised dat almost ALL the songs are sad, and depressing.

way to go in helping me feel better.

but at least i can cry it out.

the anger, the depression, the desperation... lol.

i hope i can do reaaalllyyy well this term.

i NEED this.


and NEED... well its a strong word, yeah but i do.

i should just jump down from my room window or smtg if i flunk the exams.

yes, its DAT dramatic.


okaay so lemme go back to my depressed + study mode.



sigh~




<3,
keelyn.

sickening whei... i have like an english assignment sometime in this week (hopefully today) and frickin MUET this sat. argh, so much english da whole week damnit.

i mean, english is FINE but then these fools have to go make sucha BIG fuss about it and we have to like wear formal and all... dahlah aku takda formal baju banyak... lagi so troublesome.


damn sickening.


but i am looking foward for SATURDAY thou, whee~

y?

cz cz cz i'll b going to TESCO'S!! not just TESCO, but TESCO XTRA!!


omg i m turning into an auntielar whei.. go tesco pun this happy d~

shit.

but seriously, what CAN you do in a smallllllllllll, tinnnyyy, teeennnnyyy, place called SP.

crap, is it even in the map?!





but then maybe i wana go to the beach too! they say thrs a nearby beach, whee it'll b a blast.

and besides, its not about the destination, it's about the journey! so going there wif 2 of my closest frens here will make it all the more FUN! yipee~ <3



as for now, i am rotting, and thinking on whether i should sleep, OR study bio, OR rot online.


obviously the latter choice seems to be most tempting as of now.


ahh, and to TEOH JIE SHENG (he dunno i have a blog :) )

i am SO not studying 24/7. STOP saying that i am! AND AND AND i am NOT running away from you. I just don't chat with you, or hang out with you THAT much. so stop being a pain in the *ss.


lol.

he'll kill me if he sees this.



ooh and

why do i keep seeing HIM? there's like 3000++ students in this school, AND he's a degree student, AND we have different schedules, AND he's a senior BUT i just keep bumping into him.

everyday, without fail, at least ONCE!

it ain't even funny anymore, god! >.<




and and and... i so should be studying now.
PHYSICS is being a pain in the anal part~
i mean, they say its easy but why oh why can i not freaking get the principles and all that shit?

i am SERIOUSLY considering of letting go physics.

ugh.







p/s : thanks peits for chatting with me on fb today. totally made my day. luv you loads~ <3
can't wait to b bck mcca. n outta here furreal.


p/ps: there's sweeney todd this fri at my campus theatre! uber yay! i m so gonna b thr~ rosh, peits rmbr whn we watched it tgthr? gawd we dreaded the guy-singing-for-loved-one part. but yay! i think i c johnny depp in a new light aftr that movie~ hehe. whee~



<3,

keelyn~

To my wonderful soulmate~!!


Nabs!!!

haha happy bdae babes.

the times we had togthr was simply wonderful... rmbr db nite and da sleepovrs? definetely memorable~

you are 18 now, gosh... so fast. we used to talk alot abt finding our loved ones, and we spent soooo much time smsing each othr, rmbr? haha, the good ol times...

jz wana let u noe dat i m grateful for your existence in my life, and i wish you all the best for all the good and bad times to come.

may your worries b small and your happiness be huge (like your eyes) lol...


love ya loads, and if HE bullies you lemme noe k? me, n rosh n peits n aflah bring parang to his hse... lol.


take gud care, and b happy alwiz.



s-m-i-l-e.



ps: cant think much to say. period pain. lmao.


pps: ring ding dong is so annoying bt addictive


ppps: lets go out on dec, whn i m bck! :)


miss you loads.





xoxo,

keelyn~



pppps: omgah!! GOSSIP GIRL SEASON 3~~~~!!!! damn the exams. TT_TT